Call me The Light & The Sound;;
it's all you need to know.
Typical grungy college art student.
Caffine, Nicotine, THC.
"In just living my life, it's as though sadness piles up all around me. It's in my sheets, dried in the sun; my toothbrush in the bathroom; even the memory of my cell phone."
i never do anything right,
I'm indecisive & extremely habitual.
I like simple things.
i have low self esteem.
I believe what I see, not what I am told.
I am never going to change.
I do not need a direction in my life,
i make my own direction
& I live my life day by day.
Don’t let anyone, even your parents, break you. Find good people who care about you and surround yourself with just them. If you can’t find them at first, find good music and fall into it and let it hold you until they come.
I just want to say it to make myself feel better, so maybe I’m glad you won’t ever see it. I can’t bear to look at you and know how badly I fucked things up for you, for me, and for us. It kills me to see you, because all I want to do is lay beside you and love you and be loved back..every time I see you its like a stabbing reminder of how I always fuck things up. With friends, family, school. Just everything, really.. I hope one day you’ll just come back, and we could be friends, and maybe have a relationship again.. I just feel really empty. I feel like I deserve more than one chance because I do love you so much, and I would do anything to show you that.. But, I’ll never have that chance again. It’s never going to matter, and that sucks.. I’m never going to matter to you ever again..
"My heart was withering… And in it, there was nothing but pain…"
can’t trust anyone anymore.